-It's Okay That We're Dying, But I Need To Survive Tonight.-

Why am i so stupid!?

So, as you may know,
i used to sit alone at lunch after a mixture of being kicked out of and leaving my old lunch table....with K, K, J, and B.
now, S and M moved to come sit with me.

i'm worried about S because she's so hung up over her breakup with E.
M is just..so...depressing to be around....she doesn't realize how much people care. i just want to hug her and be her best friend, you know???

So...

S and i became like best friends again, right?

trippy shizz, man.


i spend almost all my free time in the graveyard, walking around, reading names....

i mean...at least all the people in that cemetery have loved someone at least once in their life, right?
but what if that love killed them?
******Sigh********
i really do wish i could be best friends with M and S but i was such a stupid lying nueseunce last year....they'll never forgive me.
i don't know. i'm making alot of decisions right now....